LOST

Of the heart of mine
There are two kinds of flickers
Flickers of bliss
Flickers of pain

Today all the flickers I had
Are like arrows,
Shooting through my heart
Coz reality surfaced its ugly head

Feeling that I 've lost
Lost my comfort zones
Lost pillars of my life
Lost ALL my special spots

I need strength to face it all
Since change is inevitable
No matter how capable,
You can't EVER make it stop