Sleep

Been sleeping like AAAAALLLLOOOT this holiday...someone even asked me why the *toot* am I sleeping so much...well here it is:

I find lesser reasons to remain awake
Why should I be awake?
When all I feel is loneliness and pain

I feel numb and I feel dead
I want to stop feeling this way
But I can't seem to do so while being awake

So, I close my eyes, shutting out the world
Even if the world creeps and haunts me in my sleep
In my dreams, the pain is unreal

Hence I rather be asleep than awake
Where my tears will not be shed
Where my heart will remain safe