Finally

Been waiting for this moment for months. Didnt know exactly whether I was looking forward to it or was I secretly hoping that it will never happen. But it finally did and I feel numb but relief at the same time ...like my heart did a sudden clench and release and now it is finally beating normally.

Telephone convo of the year:

Jujubie: What do you want?

Him: I cant sleep...

Jujubie: And.....

Him: Talk to me...

Jujubie: About what?

Him: Anything...

Jujubie: Do you love me?

Him: *silence*

Jujubie: Well do you love me?

Him: I dun know.

Jujubie: Do you still see her?

Him: Sometimes.

Jujubie: Do you love her?

Him: Can I not answer that?

Jujubie: Its a simple yes or no question. Answer.

Him: *silence*

Jujubie: Well?

Him: Ya

Ok the convo is of coz not as simple as that lah ...it was muchie longer but that's the gist of it. When he said 'ya' ........My brain juz went ...FINALLY!