Unrealised

I didnt see it coming
Coz I didnt expect it
I dintnt see it coming
Coz I didnt think it

When I saw it
It was too late
When I saw it
It had blossomed

Now I want it gone
How do I do it?
Now I want it gone
What can I do?

Why I want it gone?
When it brings me joy
Why I want it gone?
When it soothes my pain

Trapped between two realms
Present joy
Future pain
Which will prevail, only god knows