I am loosing him

Recently I became close to a friend whom I have known for like a year and half...we talk to each other everyday, we msged each other a lot blah blah blah the works...like boyfriends and girlfriends but the best part is WE ARE NOT! Cool huh! But of coz all things nice are pretty short lived....

The reason we got close was becoz he broke up with his girlfriend of four years. He needed a friend and so I was the friend who kept his mind off the "she is no longer mine" crap (ok ppl get THAT thought out of ya head...we did NOTHING!!!...I am truely am juz a friend! Hello!!) But then recently he got back together with her...and things juz werent the same. He doesnt call me anymore, neither does he sms ...nor vice versa...there was this unspoken rule...now that he is back together with her ...this friendship of ours have to dissolve....why you ask...well due to the popular belief that boys and girls can never be juz friends plus I think the girlfriend will give him hell if she finds out abt me!

I juz wanna say ...Khalid I miz you mocking me (ya ya I know its stupid to like being mocked but HEY I never said I never mocked back!) ...I miz you scolding me about me not eating (Seriously he has this permanent believe that I do it on purpose! Hahahha!) ...oo ooo and believe it or not I even miz you calling me mangkuk! Bloody hell! I miz your irritating calls when you are on the bike....basically I miz you lah...Luckily we got to meet at least once before you went away again....

But no worries I understand that you need to make things work with your girl...I admire how you treasure her that much...Thank you for all the times you listen to me crying and complaining and whatever...I know how much you hate it but funnily enough you continued listening and of coz refraining from commenting about it until the next day! Hahahha! BLEH! Hope someday we can strt off from where we left...for now...stay the way you are coz thats what attarcts me most abt ya...hee hee! Chak! =p