Mum and Dad

I'm sorry for disappointing you in life
I'm sorry for the impositions that I have generated
I am sorry for being absent more than present
I'm sorry that I cant seem to be the person you want me to be

I know I am spoilt
I know I am unappreciative
I know I am stubborn
I know I am a brat

I dun deserve the love you've showered me
I dun deserve the status that you've given to me
I dun deserve the luxury you've provided for me
I dun deserve basically anything you've handed to me

All I can say is, please give me time to try,
To change for the better, even if my better is not good enough
All I ask is, please give me time to find,
Myself which I have lost along the way, even if myself is not good enough