Horrible

Juz occured to me that I think I am HORRIBLE at being a girlfriend! Like seriously.... I basically lacked in so many areas...its a wonder why he is still with me... I dun seem to believe him much (not that I dun trust him...I do, its juz that I keep questioning whether he really does love me), I dun seem to compromise much, I dun seem to understand him much (I jump to comclusions and I assume the worse)...basically I think I have been so caught up in my life, I forgot tt I am suppose to meet him in OUR life. Arggggggghhhh!!!!!