Reality Check

Someone please slap me in the face
Wake me up from this world
The world, I think I am queen
Where my morals are twisted and mean

Who am I to do what I did
Deceiving and hurting,
Manipulating and seducing
Assuming I'll get away scott free

Somehow, the world turned
Opting fairness over the other
Coz it is I who suffers,
From all the bad deeds I incur

Him whom I had, now mistrust
Him whom I wanted, now cold
Neither nor, Either or
Went astray, went away

As I allow my mind to sway
From thought to thought
Dawn on me the reality of it all
Its not HIM, its me who is all wrong........