Back again

For awhile now,
My heart feels dead
Not a glow nor a flicker
To keep me feeling alive
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Devoid of emotions
My eyes refused to see
My ears refused to hear

My mouth refused to utter
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Conciously I turned my back
On happiness offered by them
Them who still believe
In the one true love
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Then - He came to light
Something snapped
My heart somwhow glowed
And butterflies flickered in me
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For a moment,

My heart willed my senses,

To see, hear and utter

What it has been missing - Love

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Alas, what's seeked,

Is not offered

Is non existent

In the one tt triggered it all

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As of now,

My mind fights to take over

What my heart has conqured

So tt my senses can revert....